my boys and i

this is week 3 of the hubby being back to work

after a 2.5 month hiatus.

although sometimes i'd like to tear my hair out

and cry myself over tantrums, spilled milk,

a hungry crying baby and a dirty diaper

or to even put myself in the corner for two minutes

for feeling badly about having to put my dylan in time out,

i still try to remember that the good days always outweigh the bad.

like dylan apologizing before i even lose my temper

for something he has done and he knows he shouldn't.

or kaelan cooing and babbling when his kuya (older brother)

is trying to talk to him.

or waking up after a long nap

to find dylan has moved to kaelan's side of the bed

so that he can hug his baby brother and seeing them both fast asleep.

yes, good days definitely outweigh the bad.

and though the three of us are missing their daddy.

i find that sometimes, it's great to have one less boy in the house.

it's one less gray hair on this mommy's head!