she was the one i gladly called my best gal pal. the one who i haven't spoken to and thought about in more than two years. yet as i was browsing an old blog i kept, tears were slowly poooling in my eyes as one memory after another reminded me of the years we've spent together.
she was my photowhore sister, my c.o.c. buddy, my spontaniety-lover of a best friend.
gosh. i never thought i'd miss her this much that it would hurt.
so for now, please indulge me as i try to let the pain i haven't felt for more than a year take over.