Friday, September 5, 2008
thoughts running through me
it felt like yesterday when my head was counfounded with thoughts of you. i was engulfed in this need to feel what it is like to bear a baby and to later bask in the wonders of motherhood. it was only yesterday when i thought the pain would crush me at the thought of never having the chance of having you... knowing you... loving you. and yet, here i am today, along with an achy back and sore feet that i am experiencing the most profound of emotions.
not only am i a wife to my best friend.
but i am to be a mother to one who will love me unconditionally.
i know i will make mistakes. i know i will not be perfect. i know that i will constantly stumble and fall in this journey but somehow, i also know that the love i feel for you now will keep us afloat.
this is it. it's finally fully sinking in.
I AM REALLY HAVING YOU.